The miles wouldn't make a difference...

I'll never understand how or why people just come and go in and out of my life. This is why boyfriends and best friends are a waste of time. But I guess "all good things come to an end" as they say. I don't understand neccessarily what makes people just up and leave you, but they do. It's almost as if they get bored with you. Friends stop calling and find new ones and boyfriends, well, they find a new girl and lie to you then dump you and continue lying. Promises mean nothing to me at all because any single person who has ever made one to me has broken it. Promises are like sweet nothings. They're sweet, but when it all comes down to it, they mean absolutely nothing. And then soon you mean absolutely nothing to that person.

This so far is what I have gathered in my 19.5 years of living. I'm also young, naive, and still have a lot to learn. Maybe one day someone can prove me wrong. But until then, I just want this all to be over with. Or maybe I just wish it never happened, at least not to me.

I sometimes feel that I have such high expectations for myself that it is impossible for me to live up to them. Anything is possible if you put your mind to it, right?

Also, this quote makes me happy. Too bad I've yet to see the movie. Hah.

"Never take it seriously, if you never take it seriously, you never get hurt, if you never get hurt, you always have fun. and if you ever get lonely, go to the record store and visit your friends."
-Almost Famous

Hello fellow "bloggers".

I want to know the answers to everything. I want to do everything. I am very happy with the decisions I am making and the people I am surrounding myself with. I'm reading a lot more but I don't feel that I have enough time right now to read all the books that I want to read. I write more. I need to start a script and a short story. Writers block, go away and stay away.

Thank you friends for being...well, for being you.